Sunday, March 27, 2005

you slept on me the second time!
u n ur little cookie house..=p and all the excuses..
but i guess it's okae..the thought of seeing u close to crying...the sudden change in looks freaks me out..

used to each other
sharing same tots
forgive n forget
moments to remember
i hope you cherish

.:lost inside:. 5:13 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005
wat's happening.
all rites...was late abit in meeting winn..haha,didnt slap me tis time..however,that may not be a consolation actually..we rushed down from city hall to OG..cos she said got some great sales..guess wat...it's for members who goes in b4 930pm.we reached 1015pm..damn!so we went on down to lido to watch miss congenality2...shu hav caught Wedding Date instead..and she blames me for it!=p...so it was supper..or early breakfast at Coffee Club at 330am...tok tok..until wan to fall aslp..so the nite ended off at 5am in the morning!
woke up for gd friday service...stupid winn nv attend her service!total disappointment man..
then mahjong at audrey's place...
later will be bball game wif the usual old gang of region pple!=)it's been donkey mths...

we slowly waited
common feelings
yet unable to express
where we stand now
i don't know...

.:lost inside:. 7:19 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005
wat a week...firstly i dun rem wat i did on mondae..lolx..
finally it's gonna be good fridae!!!whooHooO
gng out after watching CHASE.meeting winn at city hall..don't know wat we gonna do..
gng to hav live shooting nxt wk..have to enjoy tis wkend fully!

schedule for the wkend
thu nite-meet winn
fridae-gd fridae svc, aftn n nite not settled..maybe mahjong??tennis?
sat morning-wakeboarding wif geraldine,chris n jennifer
sat evening-edge..then shu be out wif my gang of frens..
sundae-church and church
then in the nite...book in at Clementi camp.blah blah..

i need an inspiration.
drugs are alternatives to suicides.

.:lost inside:. 8:02 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005
it's within me.

first ting in the morning..a phone conversation wif shawna..(hey!it's been nice catching up again) too bad no tickets for any of us who wanted to go planetshakers..
failed my 2nd pract lesson..retaking like tmr..hiya
met up wif winn..gdness...she freaking abused me!slapped me(lightly) on my face becos i was kinda of late...it was a dare...damn.felt insulted.anyways yea it has been ages i met up wif her.anyways she left me alone in town to join her gay fren for shopping at ZARA..tokking abt fairness in being a str guy..lolx..
so i walked n walked...walked practically whole of orchard..back home.
watched fav show.the OC!cool! ;)

duty in camp tmr.wake up at 8 am.

.:lost inside:. 12:18 AM

Saturday, March 19, 2005
mesmerise.

you surprised me.
you cared for me.
you're always there.

what more can i ask then
where will you bring me to then

...


try listening to Bonnie McKee-Somebody

.:lost inside:. 11:20 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
here's an entry ;)

you once walked into my life
dwell within my heart
toyed with tickles,
i gave you all of me

right now i miss you
not once,not even twice
but always missing you

won't you take a look...
a little glimpse at the bright shining star
that i have wished for you
only you...

.:lost inside:. 10:26 PM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
you placed a smile
with ur wide eyes beaming
i put on a smile
with my dimples showing

.:lost inside:. 10:11 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005
there are things tat been done tat can't be undo.

it's finally over!my unit's ICT(in-camp-training) ends tis coming mondae...after all the 8-hr shift i had...during the dae..during the nite..oh my gdness...thank God it's all over.i'm glad...=)got to tok to the reservist men..gosh..the rich...the smart..the affluent...watever backgrd also hav lar..got to noe tis person who set up a Home for children...got to noe 2 chinese teachers..also tis MOE big shot guy..couple of HP company staff..banker...heh..it's quite an eye opener..

so i was back home on fridae morning after my 12am-8am shift...all thanks to kat who offered to deliver lunch to my place(specifically my void deck)..or else i would hav skipped lunch!THANKS...many thanks kat!;)..nxt time my turn to deliver to u k!heh

and a nite out wif justin n his gang...wif joshua...headed down to bugis..then to geylang for soyabean...then to monstercue for pool...and back home..drop dead on the bed

woke up at 130pm tis aftn...stayed home..enjoyed my OC 2 episode 8...then went for edge.chris lim did a stupid lame tingy man!!can throw shoe at u chris!
after service..went cine wif josh for dinner(BK)..met up wif jason,jingsi,evie,dionne,justin...drove down to serangoon gardens for KTv...as usual i nv sing..nv tried singing anyways...don't tink i wanna try..paiseh..hah
tmr's a long dae...morning svc..hopefully i wake up...then riding practical lesson at 1245pm...then NLT class...then evening..if i still manage to be awake by then..it's a miracle!=)

"too busy..too caught up..need a break...hav a fruitful tok to someone special...i guess tat's wat i need.."

.:lost inside:. 2:03 AM
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