Thursday, February 24, 2005

busy,tiring week.
met kat @ compasspoint...had Mac's for dinner..then ice cream at our usual place near our houses...too bad junyuan wasn't around.haha.it was like another session of chatting...we're getting old kat!!...adults only like to tok n eat...coffee..chill....lolx
todae...got my new hp...finally changed my plan..

you brought a spark of joy a year ago...
things never went back the same way...
not within our choices...
due to circumstances...

all the best for clementpiak and celine for olevels! =)...the RJC power..haha..
.:lost inside:. 11:42 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

.:lost inside:. 11:40 PM


DON'T...just let me love you...

Don't.. don't you wish we tried
Do you feel what I feel inside
You know love is stronger than pride
Don't.. no don't
Let your anger grow
Just tell me what you need me to know
Please talk to me don't close the door
Cause I wanna hear you.. wanna be near you

Don't fight.. don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't.. don't give up on trust
Don't give up on me.. on us
We could just hold on long enough
We can do it.. we'll get through it

Don't fight.. don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away.. don't tell me to go

Don't pretend that it's ok
Things won't get better that way
And don't do something you might regret someday
Don't..Don't give up on me

We can do it.. we'll get through it

.:lost inside:. 3:09 PM


back from practical lesson...can't wait can't wait to finish!
jean n junyuan have arrived in aussie!kinda of settled down there i heard...
been kinda of busy..not enuff slp for the past wk...got EXERCISE coming up...
anyways jus uploaded photoes...still got somemore..havent finish uploading..abt 2 hundred to upload man!rawrRwar..the link's at the side...visit visit..i tink evie havent send me the photoes we took casually every wkend leh..hmm...
.:lost inside:. 2:03 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
bumming life.
valentines...hmm...no flowers bought for anyone.no dinner date..
but i did get to taste kat's oreocheesecake at 1130pm in the nite?!gdness...it was a 3 guys(me,my bro and junyuan) and 1 ger "outing"..haha.kat!we are having our frequent sessions!hahah..one ting's missing though..the cup of tea/coffeE!=p..anyways thanks for the cakE!
went to kranji country club...did registration for the farewell golf game for my ex commander...so freaking waste of time and freaking stress!!when those sirs...make u feel like wanting to kill them!anyways the country club's toilet is superb man...got hair gel,powder,hairdryer...practically everything...got sofa seats inside the toilet..heh..cool!but i hate golf to the core..waste of money and LAND!!!!!!!!screw the game=p

shawna!u made it as expected!don't ever go thru tat same path again!;)

tmr's a sad dae...sis and junyuan flying to aussie le!!argh....=(
.:lost inside:. 11:07 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005
tired.floating.
went to jean's place to bai nian!her mum is such a gd host!kept on offering all kinds of new yr goodies..then jean n geraldine came over my place.nxt we headed to punggol marina for our wakeboarding!so there were the two of them,me and my fren.250 bucks total for 4hrs
it's quite fun!i was quite tensed up..nv tried b4...hehe.kinda got a hang of it...but still got more to learn!balance balance!hehe..nxt time.may go wif sean!hehe..guess he shu b not bad too..i am burnt!yea...kat can even see me burnt under absolute minimum light at the poolside...gosh...pain ar!!!dinner @ thai express was great..tom yum!!soft shell crab!!had fun at dinner...all the crapping n jokes...cold hot lame...all also hav...jason was super on form man!!after the ribbon mania!!hahah


"you know i cared
you know i bothered
you know i'm always ard
you know i prayed
but do you actually know how i feel?"
.:lost inside:. 12:20 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2005
chatty dae.
having to work on third dae of lunar new yr jus simply sucks man..was practically wasting my time in camp yesterday.jus did abit of work and hmm.plaed street soccer for 2 hrs=)...came home str to changed b4 i met wif kat to go shop.
oh man...we missed like the bus and the train.so annoying..n the acclaimed victim is kat and the blames supposed to direct at me!rawrRwar..but i admit i kind of strolled to the bus stop.haha.okae anyways yea we walked and tokked...went ding tai feng paragon but oh man..the queue was !!!..so went back to taka crystal jade la mian xiao long bao...the xiao long bao was really nice at all becos of the skin..we were rather disappointed..maybe the chefs were on holidae mood.=p!!tat's not a valid reason actually.ohyar..i was so paiseh man...i was abt to take order..i looked at the waitress then paused for a moment..my mind tinking "hw do i sae take order in chinese"...then in the end i jus said it in english lar...lolx!so yea after the late dinner..we jus walked and chatted.fly fly to aussie aussie!when junyuan flies over to aussie!hey kat if i'm too broke..u must pack me in ur luggage!shhh...don't let anyone noe..vice versa!haha.had fun and fruitful jus chatting(thanks kaT!)
so we reached home.then the mad craving for ice cream from kat.so junyuan suggested 7-11.then he told me.i still wondered if he did ask me if i want to go leh..but he say i jus went without any invitation...hmph!i was probably to tired to rem any ting...so there we were sitting at a pavilion...3 of us dipping into our bens and jerrys Chocolate Chip Chunky and Dough i tink tat's the name..anyways yea we finished it!then ohyar i kept on interrupting.hahhaa..oops..sorrie!sometimes it happens...jus too tired..=)anyways yar(kat-u "sneaked" out!!!orh hor)heheheh....=)
thanks kat for the buffet on thu nite!seriously..i guess my bro,jy and i are jus the kind tat are really open and can easily tok.or maybe becos u're a great person!hahhaha..(eD tries to maintain his posture)and the short talk @ the pool!and the orangy hands washing in the swimming pool..the "nua nua" oranges...
"WELL ~DONE" qouted from the literature undergrad.
simply enjoying...
.:lost inside:. 8:48 AM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005
pool n supper.
went to marina south for pool,we nearly lost our way..don't really noe hw to get there with jingsi driving.haha...arranged by darryl(the jedi)too caught up wif his jedi game..lolx
so there were me,evie,joshua,dionne(who left for hotel rwanda wif my jason,jy and my bro in lido),jingsi,samuel,chris,justin,darryl n joycelyn...hmm,jason and the rest can't make it..since it's cny eve..guess it's understandable huh..played pool for 2 hrs or so...then headed down to bugis for prata...justin's fav hang out place.heh.
reached home 3 plus.tireD.slept.

todae..hmm..dun tink got any visitation to make..my mum asked if anyone wans to come...so i guess who's free can come visit.i'm still clearing my stuffs.a pile of jc notes..plenty of chinese books(got them during chinese high daes..nv finish any chinese books before) tink i shall go for a swim in the aftn..get a tan=)

gong xi gong xi.

.:lost inside:. 1:43 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005
chinese new year eve.
reunion dinner.dun noe wat i'm having for dinner.rather hungry.packing my room.throwing stuffs tat i dun need...heh
after dinner will be out to meet other regions pple for pool...jingsi's driving us again..haha=)
rawrRWar..attempted to tan myself..but the sun didnt wan to let me!too late...

.:lost inside:. 4:49 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005
the more i seek you.
the more i find you.
the more i find you
the more i love you.

my soul simply jus cried out to you Lord.a crying soul.a crying heart.for i don't know why.
your faithfulness saw me thru.u blessed me in my studies.u blessed me wif frens ard me.u blessed me wif a healthy body.u blessed me wif a good posting n superiors in army.u saw me thru the difficult times.all the depressing times i had.u showered me wif the joy and happiness.u make me wanna smile at the skies.wan to fall down on my knees.God..u're so real.

church was great.praising God not wif words only but focusing on Him and all the tings tat He has done.like comets passing thru ur brains.the lovely tings He has blessed u wif.sometimes we are jus too caught up wif our own lives.

hw many times must we go back our old ways..and in no time..go back crying to our Father?
hw many times must we walk thru the dark alley alone.not sure if we chosen the right tunnel to go thru?
hw many times must we find excuses for dng certain unrighteous and incorrect stuff?
hw many times must we fail him?
hw many times must we compromise jus becos everyone else ard us are dng it?
hw many times must our tongue be tamed wif God's mercy?
hw many times must we keep trying to achieve,or to prove to pple,but eventually admitting our incompetence without Him?
hw many times must we shun our face from Him,acting tat He wasnt watching us?

we keep trying and trying...endless altar calls...endless teardrops...
i guess we jus hav to sit down and tink of how He has saw us thru our lives...
when u cherish someting...it's becos the someting has caused an impact in ur lives..so i guess when u tink of the impacts He has done..u will learn to cherish Him more...

"i chose to hide.
i chose to avoid.
i chose to keep.
how long can i hold on.
how long can this go on.
i don't know when i will break down."-edwin


.:lost inside:. 11:42 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005
ed feels like dancing! shall we dance??pls..

all thanx to joanne for the treat to watch shall we dance!it's so so so nice,sweet and lovely!
i so wanna get the soundtrack.there's this particular song tat is very nice!heh.yeaps.ohyar,kathleen sorrie!can't join u and ur church frens for erm...steamboat!haha,u shu hav asked junyuan to come down and join u since he's like 12 storeys above u..hahah..

it's finally the wkenD!tmr shop wif sis in the aftn.shall drop by to sae hi to my reading buddy if you're reading at borders!yeapie

shawna.have a great fun @ ur best fren's burdae partY!enjoy enjoy enjoy!erm...no alcohol pls..haha=p all the hard work will be paid off!




.:lost inside:. 1:01 AM