Sunday, January 30, 2005

fruitful.lotsa of laughs.lame-y jokes.great!

woke up @ 11am.didnt do much.packed my room.swept my room.then it was the start of the fruitful dae.
went to lucky plaza levis to alter 2 pants.the customer svc is rather lousy i would sae.i had to purposely
go find the guy jus to get my measurements.anyways yar can only get them after my NL training.so guess
i'm not gng for evening.
met up wif joanne.got 3 books from her.if she reads tis.thanks for carrying to pass to me.i guess gers seldom
hav so many heavy stuff in their bags rite!hah.yea it was great chilling @ the other half of coffee bean Wheellock Place.
the busking was rather noisy.it was great catching up wif u!all the gay-ish issues!haha.whoopsie.stop sucking money from the telephone job!haha.
then to evening svc.being a worshipper.hmm...sometimes i really jus dun feel anyting.mayb tat's y i went to the altars.i needed to fill the certain emptiness.
after evening.as usual.a lift from jingsi to go LIPS CAFE CINE for dinner.we had a new fren to join us.her name's MIAK..haha...PIAK MEETS MIAK..it rhymes..hehe,no offence to her.=)yea joshua and jason on form man jus now!all the lame stuff jus came out naturally.hahahah...some rather cold too..
took a breezy sweaty walk to meet sis n geraldine(haha..i jus gave her a nickname the DA jie)cos erm...the age..lolx!!!!!=p we actually walked from wheellock to lido to forum to tanglin back to forum and back to wheellock and back to lido outdoor Mac's..we sat and talked..had the rather meaningful Questions game.hehe..getting to know more abt each other.yea and the trying to squeeze 3 of us into the tiny samsung hp camera..
and back home sweet home.great.

i'm thankful to God for how He has blessed me,although sometimes i dun tink i feel tat he's close...
"dear angels,watch over me for i'm just a little boy" =)


.:lost inside:. 1:19 AM

Saturday, January 29, 2005
zoo.animal dae.

was on OFF yesterday.went to the zoo with sis.yeap we had fun!hmm..despite the rain...manage to see almost all the animals!some smellly poops of the animals left hanging ard..we did dumb poses for the camera.yeaps!haha..we spent the time chatting while trapped at the snake section,waiting for the rain to subside.and i tried imitating the Lion's roar!hahaha...and can't forget the fungi-fied polar bear of singapore...i tink it's supp to be white..haa.to end the "excursion",we had Ben's and Jerry Ice cream!whoohoo..the person asked if we wanted to sample all 16 flavours!so nice rite..but i tried 4 flavours..ended up getting berry berry sobe and chunky banana..and sis wif her choco chip tingy...it was great.then down to bishan for dinner!was so hungry..walked ard...bishan is like another busy amk!haha.
then a call came from sean..so i headed down to town to meet him since he needs someone to tok to..stupid army jus screw up pple's mood n life!so we tokked at lido,ran into paul...and back home tireD!

todae,shall alter my jeans at levis.collect book from fren.hang ard b4 heading to town.=)




.:lost inside:. 11:03 AM

Friday, January 28, 2005
flowers.roses are red.violets are blue.tulips for me!haha

here are the connections tat i can get:
half dozen bouquet of red roses-prices ranging from 25*(may not be on Vdae itself) to $30++
dozen bouquet of red roses-$55++
Other colours:Prices may vary.
Deliver costs:$10 flat

Order earlier.i can help push prices down.Based on ASAP.



.:lost inside:. 1:53 PM

Sunday, January 23, 2005
got pissed at my com.nearly crashed on me.bad mood.

.:lost inside:. 1:09 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005
cos u're all i want.everything i want.

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

i woke up and thought you were beside me.

.:lost inside:. 11:26 AM

Friday, January 21, 2005
5 gers and a guy...having a cooking gathering...
it was all not too bad...attempt on cooking jap food...jeanne,joyce,jean,jan and grace...and me the house maid!hahahha..joyce the awarded "Chef-tress",jeanne the assistant..jan n sis the professional cutters..and grace..the fruit butcher..haha,me..the food taster.all rites, we had japanese sticky rice,miso soup,fried pork,fried fish,fried dumpling,oh peas!!!the nice nice squeezy peas.dessert, vanilla ice cream with strawberry and lemon!wheeEwee..
not bad a day despite the late lunch or early dinner..haha 4pm.

did gym tis morning wif weixian(my sir) and siangleong.crowded hougang gym.tireD eD now

no plans for tmr yet.i wan to read a book.yet to find a reading buddy.



.:lost inside:. 9:21 PM

Thursday, January 20, 2005
eD's box

i'm trapped in this box.this box represents my comfort zone.when i try to go out of this box.i feel insecure.heh

so wat's up for tmr.a cook-out gathering.and gym in the morning=)



.:lost inside:. 11:12 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005
bothersome issues.

things i want to do.things i yet to do.things i wish to happen.things i hope they will never happen.things i pray i could have control.things i let God control.

life's a box of chocolate?love blossoms like the flowers?death's a new way to heaven?different perspectives...different views...the right the wrong...the righteous or the proud...unwillingness or plain selfishness...

my division had a hike up bukit timah hill todae.don't ask me for wat.to admire nature i guess.heh.came home tired.napped.left my atm card at tamp mall yest nite after depositing money.super blur eD.my mind felt like floating...like on drugs liddat...=x tmr will be a busy one i tink..but nevertheless it's gym in the evening!

"when you give up on yourself...you will never make it"

.:lost inside:. 8:12 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005
thankful.blessed.

man utD won.singapore lions won.
haha.singapore win tiger cup got any holidae?hehe..wishing washie...lolx
had great fun watching the man utd vs liverpool match wif my reg peeps..the liverpool camp and the man utd camp..shu hav seen the "bitterness" of the liverpool fans..hahaha.lolx
todae met sean to get my polo ralph stripey polo shirt.got a blue/dark blue/white stripey one...hmm,still expensive after sales of 30% man.87 bucks.guess i wont be buying anymore clothes tis mth.got to save for my bike lessons..

anyways shall blog abt God's blessing for me.even as i wished for a christmas prez from God..which was a gd posting..out of tekong..jus as it approached christmas...my fren dropped me a call and it was regarding my posting!after waiting for 4mths!finally=) oh yar..didnt noe wat was lying ahead of me as i reported to my new unit at NEE SOON..God saw me thru...i met new frens...very friendly..on the whole i was able to clique wif them..my direct superior is a very very nice warrant officer man..as long as i do my job..i guess everything's gng to be fine n great for the remaining 1 yr 4mths in army!oh...alot of pple ask me this sarcastic qn .."edwin..you're in army meh"....haha,i mean i get to go home everydae...get to do gym in the evening..breakfast in the morning..they drive to chongpang or upper thomson to buy...i get to plae soccer every now and then...hmm..and i'm gng to be a sergeant soon...the pay increment..hiya..i have nothing to sae..but to sae Thank God..his covering is over me...for those who are waiting for results waiting for a special miracle to bring you out of a situation...be sure of His Faithfulness...seriously..2004 was really a great yr...i'm sure 2005 will be betteR!hehe...


.:lost inside:. 9:53 PM

Saturday, January 15, 2005
i can't let go

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Only One by Yellowcard

.:lost inside:. 1:27 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

breakfast.lunch.teabreak.
char siew mee for breakfast.western food from cookhouse for lunch.brown rice dessert for teabreak.
a dae in camp spent eating..but nevertheless i learnt some microsoft excel stuff for my work from my upperstudy!
my arms are aching from yesterdae's gym.hope it recovers by tmr!so tat i can go gym tmr too.
i need a break.to slp.to rest my eyes.to collect my thoughts.to stare at the blank ceiling.lalala
okae shaln't sound so boreD n routine.anyways i'm really thankful for my posting and the frens i made in my new unit!will tok more abt it tis wkend.anyways yea.

"i believe in angels.i believe in miracles.i pray they are by your side always"


You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? - My HAPPY ENDING by Avril Lavigne.


.:lost inside:. 9:18 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005
forget me not.

wat do you wish for when u're on ur death bed?...one ting i noe for sure for myself,i dun wan to regret for not telling the people wat's in my mind n heart all these yrs spent on earth...i would want to leave wif a smile!
imagine the nite before u sae goodbye to ur loved ones...you wont be slping i guess..ur mind will be running thru the moments tat u hav spent on earth right from childhood...to teenagehood...to adulthood(if u live til tis stage)...to old age...laughing at the foolish times...tearing at the sad/touching moments...smiling at the happy times...
okae..i'm bored..mayb tat's y i'm tokking abt such stuff...reminds me of the book Tuesdays wif Morrie.
todae went gym wif benson.Hougang 's ClubFit.not as gd as Yishun's one.

"i live for a purpose.to love and to be loved."


.:lost inside:. 10:53 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005
like it or not.

i dislike my hair now.it's short short short.the barber cut my skin.it bleed.sickening.was super pisseD!okae..shaln't cut at barbers ever again!rawrARwrar
attended net leader training I class yest.it was rather tiring if i actually went for morning svc man.cant imagine from morning to at nite all church church church..but wat to do.commitment i guess=x
oh todae i met up wif sis again!prata house Thomson rd.hmm...after much planning huh.anyways yesh.we were chatting chatting everyting under the sun.under the moon too..lolx.oh jan is flying back sn sn..gosh...everyone's flying back!saD sad eD!hmm..hopefully we will have our cooking gathering!each person shall cook diff stuff!!fun fun fun!=)
ohyar.here's a special thankew msg for Kat!thanks for sending the tennis balls on a sat morning 9am!haha..dun blame me for waking u up..blame it on ur neighbour!haha.nxt time u need help.feel free to give me a call..but i doubt i will wake up!hahaha
one super super blur eD todae.i was supposed to take NEL to outram park station.then i alighted at chinatown and took back to clarke quay.then alighted again and turn back to outram!i totally lost my sense of direction!!!so blur!!i was totally dazeD!oopsie..

"to live in peace,you first have to believe in peace"


.:lost inside:. 10:10 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005
tired ed.a rushy nite.

so long nv blog.shall update abit.
yest nite i went to yishun gym wif two of my unit mates=).they are creatine maniacs!haha,make me feel like getting protein supp again!see how lar.when i get my promotion and allowance increment.we trained for an hour plus.my body aches badlY!!went home after tat.too tireD to do anyting else
then tis morning woke up at 815am!tennis at 9am!!gdness...nearly died man.no enuff slp.rawrARRWr...eye bags.nevertheless had fun!!yvonne,my bro and i playing at the wet wet courts...=x
spent the rest of the aftn at home.b4 gng for edge.
went dinner wif shawna.we had a rushy rushy dinner(long story, she will understand wat i mean)i nearly puked!took cab home.bathed and here i am.

it's so cold cold cold.eD cuddles his bolster!
it's bedtime.lullabys.

"dear God,i thank you for today.i pray that ur love continue to surround me.your hands of

.:lost inside:. 11:59 PM

High - Lighthouse Family

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day 'we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you
'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day
'we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
High, high, high, high

.:lost inside:. 1:17 PM

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

eD @ the playground.

thanks sis for the wonderful sweet nice entry.
so wat have i been doing? basically posted to a new unit at NEE SOON.learning quite alot of stuffs.it's like back to studying man.got to learn to use the different computer programs.okae shall not go further into it.
played soccer todae in camp.mon,wed,fri are healthy lifestyle daes.which means we got to do some exercise to keep fit.heh
jus enrolled for CLASS 2B course at SSDC.
i'm pretty happy with my new frens in camp.
God has blessed me i guess.

"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail"

.:lost inside:. 8:49 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Worn Me Down - Rachel Yamagata

Gone
She's gone
How do you feel about it?
That's what I thought
You're real done up about it
And I wish you the best
But I could do without it
And I will because you've worn me down
Oh I will because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
And you've wrong
You've wrong
I'm not overreacting
Something is off
Why don't we ever believe ourselves'
And I, Oh I
I feel that word for you
And I will because you've worn me down
Oh I will because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
She's so pretty
She's so damn bright
But I'm so tired of thinking about her again tonight
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her

.:lost inside:. 9:14 PM