Tuesday, November 30, 2004

INHUMANE.
a sixteen yr old ger threw a newborn baby girl down from a HDB block!committed infanticide.a new life ended in an unexpected way.How can she bear to throw the little girl who has yet to see the world..who has yet to call "mum" or "dad"..who has yet to walk on foot!blame it on unplanned pregnancy?blame it irresponsible young couples?the little ger should have been given a chance...to live...to taste...to enjoy...to cry...to smile...
man's gift of reproduction tampered by man's selfishness.
if only someone was there to talk her out...if only an angel appeared...if only a voice could stop her from throwing the baby.


.:lost inside:. 3:59 PM

Sunday, November 28, 2004
i'm too weak to do anything...
no idea i got the fever from who...maybe becos of the consecutive daes of ice creams=x OoPs..i tink it's my first time or second time in the yr to be down with fever though..the feelings now->body is lethargic,bodyaches,phlegms in the throat,no appetitie,even if the weather is hot ur body will still feel cold.came home str fr edge and collapse on the bed into my deep slp..woke up to have my porridge and 2 panadols..and back to zzZ..sweating under the blankie..was rolling non stop during the nite..couldnt indulge myself in dreamland..

"Lord, it is through times of trials,sickness,tribulations and temptations that one's faith is strenghtened. i pray for your healing virtues to fall on me...take me not out of ur protection but align me within your hands of protection. amen."

(wombat's sick)



.:lost inside:. 11:28 AM

Monday, November 22, 2004
YOU're BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arGGH!!!
welcome home sis!

.:lost inside:. 1:14 AM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

.:lost inside:. 8:38 PM


Fruitful week?
did nothing much..except got my specialist letter scheduled 9th dec(youth camp's last dae),been helping at Lion's Home for the Elder for 2 daes..went window shopping(bought a top fr topman)..oops.i nv do any sports tis wk!!!oh man..but i feel totally tireD~rawrrrawwRR..hmm,got to catch up wif sis(jean)..should i b a Leo Club member?(haha...dun really noe wat they do...but i heard there's an event coming up near Christmas..some children's event in sentosa..need volunteers i tink)

ANY VOLUNTEERS OUT THERE?!!?!!??!??lolx...

yest went to Far East Plaza for dinner after edgE wif guest appearances CLEMenT PIAK!!pIAK PIAk...my handsome little boy..haha,yeah wif his outrageous hair=p,it's great..after dinner headed down to coffeebean @ wheellock place!lullabys....by the time reached home..totally consumeD!heh

sucha longy break..it's time for reality...GREEN UNIFORM!tmr!free food..free lodging...

i wanna fly away...to a far far place

.:lost inside:. 7:23 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004
i was a volunteer yesterday!helped out wif preparation of the donation tins at Lion's Home for the Elders(my bro's workplace)...bro was telling me he needs an intelligent person to help out..like wat the hell after i arrive...all seems like any tom dick or harry can do the job man!anyways yea was too boreD at home..wanted to do something more productive thus went to help lor...hmm,it wont b the last time i help out though..mayb nxt time on wkends if they need help then i go lor..lolx,(junyuan should noe wat i mean)hahah
bought a topman tee yesterdae...
was with chris n junyuan...gdness we saw the Cohen's wardrobe shown everywhere!lolx it's the fashion now i guess..
it's off to polyclinic todae and meet up wif felicia for lunche.yeaps.aftn see if i'm tireD.heh
>celine-it's time for FREEDOM(absolute)!you can go do all the stuffs tat u wanted to!=)
>alvl students...hang in there man!jus hav to tahan abit more...
>kat-enjoy ur camp @ GB...lolx,i will be enjoying outside food and my OWN beD!!
>sis-hurry up come back...so that can gossip together,haha.kidding!
lullabys.

.:lost inside:. 9:22 AM

Thursday, November 18, 2004
profanities/vulgarities/unkind words/infuriating/

what's the diff btw saying "freaking hell" and "fucking hell"...seriously there's no diff
what's the diff btw saying "basket" and "bastard"...other than the alphabetical diff,the literal implication is still the same...you're a bastard...
so when one kicks the ball in a soccer match and missed the goal..the player scolds "fuck"...is it acceptable?how then can he venge his inner most disappointment in the shot...by saeing some nice univerally accepted phrase...like "oh man"...even the word "damn" is consider rude...
then seriously..hw does one express himself...vocally...or maybe using body language?pointing a middle finger at you which implies "fuck you" or "fuck off"...it's recognised in almost all parts of the world...
something more mild than all these...hmm,example "oh my gosh"..it originated from "oh my god"...another substitute would be "oh my holly"..."holy shit"...so why then raise your eyebrows when your fren actually scolds you any of these profanities...you're probably using them unknowingly...
okae okae tis entry sounds erm...rather controversial...but i'm not afraid of telling it straight in your face...
another harder fact to accept...
A person who's on drugs compared with a person who attends church with a lukewarm heart.
both are equally wrong...there's no "light" or "heavy" sin...weightage of sin is death.

eD laments on...


.:lost inside:. 11:14 AM

Monday, November 15, 2004
reputable for slping.after waking up...it's lunche and then back to beD!who can blame me...heh
jus did some folding of clothes and cleaning up in my room...feeling very very lazy today man...supp to go help do some voluntary charity packing chopstick at my bro's workplace...hmm,but under circumstances of the zZ monster..=xi'm at home!lullaby...singing the lullaby song on n on til i go into deep slp..so it's back to camp tmr after a long wk of rest!tired of staying home n dng nothing actually...and no one wants tuition...hmph..

.:lost inside:. 4:13 PM


I had alot of fun plaeing bball!though my back was hurting..but it's been so longy tat we(the reigning region for sports) hav met up together for a common sport...BASKETBALL...haha,and the childish 20 plus yr old pple sprinting their hearts out challenging the young boys in a race that was meant to release their stress?heh..wonder when's the nxt time we are gng to play again..=)


.:lost inside:. 11:06 AM

Saturday, November 13, 2004
Anyone can explain spiritual attacks in the middle of the night?
I prayed...nothing came out...i proclaimed His name...i don't know if anything happened...i was semi consciuous...my heart was beating fast...i fell something oppressing me,voices were increasing in volume...my soul wasnt at peace...i could only cry out in vain...i couldnt even recognise the voice...moments ltr...finally back into lala-land...

MBAs...
Look at the newspaper...pple are doing the paper chase again!people who holds Masters in Business Administration are increasing like erm...the increasing violence of this world?only tat this is the intellectual aspect of human being...to think about my sheer entry into NUS's Business Administration,i seriously don't know if i made the right choice to choose NTU's Accountancy over NUS's BA.NUS Business School has attained a reputation of taking in gd Alvl's results..even the top 5% of poly business students couldn't enrol into the school...but I rejected it in the midst of thinking it was too general...on the other hand accountancy(NTU) is a specialised degree.The craze about getting to the degree of attaining MASTER's is so hyped in singapore that it jus bring chills into my backbone...how can i survive then with just a degree in future?well...
"A pretentious, showy life is an empty life; a plain and simple life is a full life." Proverbs 13:7
paper chase anot.leave it to God.Man's focus drawn by prestige and ambitions of this world...I just got to lay it all down.

.:lost inside:. 9:01 AM

Friday, November 12, 2004
played tennis in e morning.nv swim nv run...woke up feeling tireD.heh

.:lost inside:. 1:17 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004
Look what you have done, you have made a fool of everyone.

i'm going to rot in some cafe in town and read.a hideaway from the reality of this world.



.:lost inside:. 12:45 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004
expenditures
1. Ripcurl tee shirt
2. Alterbridge Album
3. Xbox HALO2 game

......one dae's spendings......shucks.

.:lost inside:. 8:34 PM


who you want me to be.this is your life.

.:lost inside:. 3:27 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004
heart of worship
matt redman wrote "heart of worship" after a duration of silent worship in his church.his church pastor decided that no music no song shall be sang.each individual learnt hw to worship God in their own way.that wat God wants...it's not the music..it's not the song..it's not abt the experience...it's about Him.we worship not wif our feelings but with our spirit.

I'll bring you more than a song...


.:lost inside:. 1:01 AM

Sunday, November 07, 2004
sick eD.recovering.one dae MC.

saw the doc.missed morning svc.guess wat the receptionist at the clinic forgot to register me so made me wait for extra 45 mins!!after i told her..she apologised profusely...a lesson on patience!haha
so it's time for me to rest more and drink more water.

thanks shawna.i will be back hopping ard in few daes' time!=)

.:lost inside:. 1:30 PM

Saturday, November 06, 2004
watever i taste.it's tasteless
watever i smell.it's scentless

i caught a cold.sneezing and sneezing...coughing and coughing...

.:lost inside:. 2:31 PM