Sunday, October 31, 2004

merciful rain...please do not venge your wrath upon me
floods are not what i wish
raindrops that touches my heart are what i seek
merciful rain...please pour down like little tiny droplets
as fine as a grain of sand
engulf me not with your anger
but embrace me with your grace

here's a person who's against rain: eD snares at her
"rain rain go away,
come again another day
rain rain go away,
little kathleen want to play
rain rain go away..."
->kathleen.pls dun scream at me k!hehehe...i will convert you into a rain lover!convert everyone!evil eD.



.:lost inside:. 1:20 AM

Saturday, October 30, 2004
events.
wakeboarding world cup @ bedok reservoir
Sat: 11am-530pm
Sun:11am-530pm

hmm..who's interested man..i shall go and catch todae's qualifying rounds!it's an Expensive sport but it looks fun!water sporTS!!!

jus plaeD tennis wif junyuan n jason.tireD.no form.
edge @ 530pm
after edge.heading to josh's granddad's wake.at mount vernon.

now-gng to take a bath to wash the sticky sweat on me!and head out!=)

.:lost inside:. 1:29 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004
my heart had weakeneD.seeking my First Love back.


"My son, give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways" Proverbs 23:26

.:lost inside:. 8:55 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2004
mahjong session.
i'm at thomz' house..erm wif derek_poo,leo,jega the airborne dude,ben,duck n his gf..hmm tot it was a guy's nite out!lolx...anyways the owner, mr security THOMas..isn't at home!hahah.it's kinda of dumb rite..we jus using his place for mahjong n watch socceR!
edge was great=).bought my fossil watch alrdy!shal upload the pic when i get back.been spending alot!
yeaps.waiting for jingsi,jason,evie,josh for supper i hope..later at THOMSON PRATA HOUSE!tink justin chia is gng to be there too!he's driving..hahah..hint!

i'll try again today.


.:lost inside:. 10:05 PM


vocab.
1.acrimonious-caustic, biting, or rancorous especially in feeling
2.condescension-patronizing attitude or behavior
3.preposterous-literally, in the wrong order
4.besmirching-sully
5.innuendo-a parenthetical explanation introduced into the text of a legal document or hint
6.catatonic-characterized by a marked lack of movement, activity, or expression
7.effulgence-radiant splendor:brillance
8.parenthesis-digression
9.platonic love-a close relationship between two persons in which sexual desire is nonexistent
10.idiosyncrasy-a peculiarity of constitution or temperament ,individuals

.:lost inside:. 10:25 AM


it can only be raining again...
-trap-
trapped...stuck...helpless
under the shelters
solid or soft,just mere coverings
a deterrant to your course
you slip through surfaces
staring at you...not knowing when you'll stop
wishes made,woes cried to heaven's doors
hoping for the floodgates to close
at the mercy of ur hands...
do not touch us with your tender drops
you made me feel like my tears flowing down
so freely...so...

-behind the windows-
Shut out from the outside
You came knocking on my windows
You need no invitation
I can only watch you coming
You look so beautiful,elegant
You knocked..."ta ta di di ta ta"
a tune of rhythmic sounds
echoes through the glasses
I wish I understand what you're saying
It seems you're telling me secrets
Memories of the past each of you carried
I could only reminisce
I feel you
You haunt me yet my heart still seeks you

let it come down...let it engulf me...let it ring in my ears...let your presence be felt.

.:lost inside:. 1:02 AM

Friday, October 22, 2004

embracing the oldies.
infatuated with songs from the past..maybe around 1980s..most of the songs are those lovey dovey kind
yeaps, definitely sound more soothing to the ears compared to currently songs..=)anyways this is a new
blogskin tat i have designeD..abit plain n simple but i still like it!hehe..still thinking of wat kind of theme for it
mayb RAIN...since i wrote things regarding the raindrops!haha..the rain is an inspiration,it traps you in a confined compound which makes your brain work..thinking of different moments/things/ideas/ways so to me,i love rain unless erm....sae when i wan to go out?!=x...oh yar happie burdae to jean!(duno if you still read my blog)lolx..
schedule for todae.
scout for a digi cam.maybe buy a tee or 2.scout for a watch.collect cake in taka.
meeting derek in town...his term break from OCS 2nd service term i tink..shu b gng on to pro term(hav no idea).

inspiration.
morning sun shining bright
celestial beams cut thru the skies
waking its preys up
setting each routine on course
reluctant souls made their way
to dreaded workplaces they will be.-written by Ed

.:lost inside:. 10:14 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

revamp
ed's back in his home-y.(inspired to comment on the various news articles tat he read over the wk)
referring to MONDAY's article regarding about being alone is essential.
so is it weird/abnormal/plain loner/crazy/ to watch a movie, eat at a cafe, shop...all by yourself?
the answer i'll give is no..it's definitely normal n all rite to do all things alone..i mean it's called INDEPENDENCE...moreover being alone or spending time alone causes u to reflect on ur life for the past wks/mths/yrs...it makes you think,grasp ideas from your surrounding without influences from pple you noe.your mind isnt bothered by anything!of cos...doing things alone doesnt mean you will be called a "loner"...it's jus a stereotype...no one to go wif you may not mean u hav no frens...personal time is essential for personal growth emotional,mentally and spiritually.
i have no problem in having meals alone outside...haven't tried watching movies alone...shopped alone couple of times...walked ard alone...i mean,not all my frens' schedule coincides wif mine,thus the independent lifestyle i guess.Of cos,if my frens can make it..i will definitely meet up wif them!yeaps...

.:lost inside:. 10:53 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

I don't know

i don't know if i'm deceiving myself
i don't know if i can suppress it
i don't know if everything will stay the same
i don't know if you'll still be around
i don't know if it's right
i don't know if you can comprehend what i'm thinking
i don't know if you know
i don't know what beholds in the months to come
But, one thing i know, i will hold on till the time has ripe...

eD writes again...

.:lost inside:. 9:28 AM

Friday, October 15, 2004

Love is all around by WET WET WET-this song rang in my head after hearing it on the bus...it jus gave me the refreshing feeling=)..oldies are really getting onto me!

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows
It’s written on the wind
It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
You know I love you, I always will
My mind’s made up by the
Way that I feel
There’s no beginning,
There’ll be no end’cause on my love you can depend
I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking
Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me and i
Gave mine to you
I need someone beside me
In everything I do, oh yes I do
You know I love you,
I always will,
My mind’s made up by the
Way that I feel
There’s no beginning,
There’ll be no end
’cause on my love you can depend
Got to keep it moving
Oh it’s written in the wind
Oh everywhere I go, yeah, oh well
So if you really love me, love me, love me
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it
Come on and let it (come and let it show, baby)Come on, come on, come on let it show baby
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show, baby
Come on and let it show
By bit (bit by bit, bit by bit)....

.:lost inside:. 8:34 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004

"World On Fire"-Sarah McLACHLAN

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
The light has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I'll try to hold it in, yeah I'll try to hold it in

[Chorus]
The world's on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I'll tap into the water
(Try and bring my share)
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
(Bring it to the table)
Bring what I am able

I watch the heavens but I find no calling
Something I can do to change what's coming
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]

Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there's talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us

We part the veil on our killer sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some

.:lost inside:. 10:57 AM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

i can't forget who you are
i can't run away from you
i can't hide things from you
i can't pretend that you're not there
i can't leave things the way they are
i can't let it go
i can't make you understand
i can't let you know
i can't make my eyes lie

ed rolls his eyes...

.:lost inside:. 3:15 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

ICE CREAMMMMYYY!
bought 2 tubs of BENnJerry's Ice cream for 19 bucks fr Mobil...offer...
went to kat's plaCe!a treat for a lazY artY studEnt!hehe...(kat: thanks for ur bro's comment on the person who bought the tub for you)lolx...haD fun there!thankew for the muffin...it was windY tonitE!ur dogs has sharpy shapeD triangular earS!...He loveS me!erm...mayb not i guess=p dun like small dogs...
tmr i got duty!so it's 530am wakey up call for me!no tennis for me too..sad man...i wan to plaY!
shal slp in camp tmr...

wonder when can go zoo/night safari!

romance says,"let feelings decide what happens."wisdom leads us to pursue a purposeful relationship - quoted from BOY MEETS GIRL(sequel of I kissed dating goodbye)

eD zzzZZZzzz......

.:lost inside:. 11:17 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

eD gets to book out every evening n book in the next morning...but it's quite xiong...
blame tekong island...so far!!!=(
lalala....sat got duty...so no church on sat...sundae then...
slpy slpy....rawRRargh....


"blessed be your name..."

.:lost inside:. 11:03 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

i seek you

.:lost inside:. 10:58 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Wedding Bells
drums rolls........jus came back from the wedding,it was great!i mean hw can weddings b bad anyways..haha.the icy SWANS.=)

finally got my hands on Joshua Harris' BOY MEETS GIRL..shall start reading when i come back from dinner wif my ex jc frens...got lotsa to catcha up wif them man!since donkey months i seen them...haha,wonder who's attached to the new uni guys they met!haha,gossip wif the the noisy odac gers..lolx

oh i slept at 5 in the morning..hmm was plaeing xbox PGR2..then woke up at 12 noon..my whole head was carcassed man!

.:lost inside:. 6:58 PM