Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Firehouse
When I Look Into Your Eyes Lyrics
I see the river when I look in your eyes and all I ever wanted I always want you to be mine,
let's make a promise 'till the end of time,we'll always be together and our love will never die,
so here we are face to face and heart to heartand I want you to know we will never be apart,
now I believe that wishes can come true 'cause I see my whole world I see only you
when I look into your eyes I can see how much I love you and it
makes me realize
when I look into your eyes I see all the dreams come true when I
look into your eyes
I've looked for you all of my life,
now that I found you we will never say good-bye
can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'cause I see everything when I look at you
when I look into your eyes I can see how much I love you and it
makes me realize
when I look into your eyes I see all the dreams come true when I
look into your eyes
when I look into your eyes I can see how much I love you and it
makes me realize
when I look into your eyes we will always be together and our
love will never die
when I look into your eyes I see all the dreams come true when I
look into your eyes
when I look into your eyes
.:lost inside:. 7:27 PM
i could only see from afar...
.:lost inside:. 3:59 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
CovereD by Doubts
"This day consumed by the sun
soon engulfed by grey shades
your radiance thus been covered by your doubts
Till your true feelings be revealed
The pain will flow down the skies
Flooding down the faces of mine
Soak me drenched then
With your endless tears
Clouds shaped like broken hearts
Thou will choose to live in captivity within each cloud
Show thyself to me
For I yearn to dwell in your brightness
Which liven up my hopes
Of finding the true meaning of love"
-written by eD (all copyrights protected)
.:lost inside:. 1:41 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
-RainDrops-
Rain
People wish for it
People fear it
I wish that i could be drencheD in them because i know each drop signifies the happy moments in my life.
.:lost inside:. 4:27 PM
New Attitude?Renewed mindset?broken foundations?
Am i seeking something tat i dun deserve?
Books completed this week:
I kissed DATING goodbye
PREY
Tuesdays with MORRIE
Initially i had alot to blog about...but on second thought something hit me today...i don't know what to say...not gng to blog abt army stuffs...plaed tennis and sun tanned at junyuan's place todae=)enjoyed my day fruitfully.anyways yea the headings are due to the services tat i had attended and the book by josh harris...God's presence has been true to me for the past couple of weeks,it's been mths tat i really let everyting out from my heart to pray...to intercede...oh yar, i think i shu share tis wif those who are students stdying/mugging like hell for their exams...i still am thankful tat God blessed wif a gd alvl grades(not a superb duper gd results lar), so wat did i reali do to prepare for my alevels...maybe you guys may find tis useful...
When you study,pray b4 u study...make sure you study not to prove tat u're great but to glorify God's name...make sure u dun do last min preparations n expect a miracle(i put in 6 hrs each dae eversince start of august)do not compromise God's house(meaning dun miss church for the sake of stdying)seriously those few hrs isnt gonna help much..God will bless if you trust in Him..when i got tireD after stdying for qte some time, i will read the bible and jus pray..came out wif a list of church frens/frens outside tat were taking A's or O's...prayed for them almost everydae..jus keep ur focus..try not to b anxious=)..tink it's kinda of tough too..heh...do your part and God will do His part..tat's the essence!
~~I really kissed DATING goodbye?~~
a question that's been bothering me since i read the book...can Edwin really stop dating until he's ready for marriage?...i cant answer man..kinda of in a dilemma..something's really bothering me now(actually not reali regarding dating)...not gonna blog wat's bothering and definitely not bloggin my feelings...alot of topics in this book really hit me...here's a summary of what i tink i can apply in my life or relationship..
SMART LOVE... beyond what feels good, back to what is good. So often times we feel gd tat we are attached or we're in love but all these are contributed due to our selfish nature..we hav gd looking gerfren/boyfren for our frens to see..this boosts our ego..also when others doesnt hav and you hav..you tink tat u're like top of the world..so wat is really good???
PHilipians 1:9-10 "Learn to love appropriately. You need to use your head and test your feelings so that your love is sincere and intelligent, not sentimental gush."
wat actually motivate us to lovE??often times it's our selfishness to fill our emptiness...
7 habits of highly defective dating
Dating often 1.leads to intimacy but not necessarily to commitment 2.tends to skip the "friendship" stage of a relationship 3.often mistakes a physical relationship for love 4. isolates a couple from other vial relationships 5.distracts young adults from their primary responsibility of preparing for future
Proverbs 15:22 Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succed.
-Dating can cause discontentment with God's gift of singleness. It creates an artificial environment for evaluating another person's character.
-the World's mindset and values Vs. God's Word
-We do not own each other until we are married...so physical intimacy is definitely out...
guess i will blog abt the book til here..shall tok abt the book the next entry...
I wish that the someone would be there sitting by my side...
as the music fades in the backgrd(ONLY HOPE-soundtrack for A WALK TO REMEMBER)
.:lost inside:. 1:19 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
eD's out of course from SISPEC ASLC(Advanced Section Leader Course)
yes im out of course...rite now i help out wif stores n watever they ask me to help out wif..yea a corporal dng a private's job..but earning a corporal's pay=)anyways waiting for my posting..undergoing physiotherapy for my soles of my feet..
anyways yest's edge was reali great..Presence of God...it was timely since i was seeking His presence for quite some time..all the distractions n downs tat i went thru..i found it real hard to even sit down and wait on Him...yest's altar call made me felt better,i cried out to Him and i could feel sumting tat no one can make me feel...the emptiness within me was finally starting to b filled by the CreatoR!a breakthru' is wat i want i guess...
yeaps after edge..went to tis Wild HIbiscus ice Cream place...yea flowers in ice cream,tea,cakes...but kathleen(the typical nxt door ger!heh...) jus couldnt find her hibiscus in her ice cream!haha...at least i found my flower in mine!had a great time chatting wif her..ohyar the ice cream place is located at the end of CITYLINK MALL beside 7-eleven store!if u guys reali wan ice cream,shu go try VENEZIA..at sixth ave...i duno if other places hav it..the PS one was closeD down..after ice cream we headED home...my dae ended off wif Scrubs which sent me laughing!!!
tis morning svc...1030...i was late as usual!hiya...after svc we went to SAKAE sushi to celeb junyuan's 22th burdae!!happY burdae to you bro!!okae 22 sounds old...haha..jus kidding
ohyar tokking abt age...kat and i were tinking wat's after 20....uni..work then family..there's nothing exciting to look forward man!!!!!!!!!tat's hw our life gonna be....shit...okae abit exaggerating...but when u hit the 20 mark...u start to tink more like an adult i guess.hiya...time will tell...i shall do all the crazy ting b4 i hit 20!hahaha..kk
back to camp!!!!....nxt sat JOSHUA 21 at Church of Our Saviour!A YOUTH MOVEMENT for missions...combined churches ard singapore!!
Overkill
I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perahaps its just my imagination
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation
At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night ..
.:lost inside:. 4:56 PM
montfortjunior.thechinesehigh.srjc.ntu accountancy student.
praying.snuggling in bed.listening music.tennis.sea sports.tanning.weights.listening to you talk.running.icecream.chocolates.reading
