Sunday, June 27, 2004

i feel lost...rite now..my whole body n head feels numb..mayb it's the medicine..i feel terrible now...i duno wat am i suppose to do...i tried sitting down to pray...i tried calling out to Him jus nw...argH!!!(i tink those who read tis will tink i hav gone mad,i wish i could man...)oh man...when is tis feeling n sickness gng to leave!!!

HOLY SPIRIT RAIN DOWN on ME right now...i pray...

.:lost inside:. 8:29 PM


to my church frens out there...
DA VINCI CODE isnt a gd book to recommend yar..though i hav it..so far i read all about are stuff such as cults n distorting of the biblical implications..so pls pardon me if i sae i dun wan to lend it out...there's tis craze gng on ard...
.:lost inside:. 7:26 PM


JET-MOVE ON (THE OC soundtrack)

Well I been thinking Tbout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead

Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah, it's hard
If you had've only seen

10.34: Flinders Street Station
I'm lookin' down the tracks
Uniformed man askin' am I paid up
Why would I wanna be that?

Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me

'Cause every once in a while
You think about if your gonna get yourself together
You should be happy just to be alive
And just because you just don't feel like comin' home
Don't mean that you'll never arrive

.:lost inside:. 7:05 PM


Life's jus getting better huh?tat's an understatement...anyways im real real sick now..for all those who i hav coughed at pardon me..my doc saes i hv bronchitis...dun reali noe wat's tat lar..im coughing like uncontrollably..pls pray for me!got lotsa of physical training tis wk..
yest went to TCC for dinner wif evie,josh,jordan,jingsi,my bro..nv had a proper sandwich for so long!!
jus downloaded 2 mre episode of THE OC!whooohoo...
welcome back venetia!...nxt will b jean's turn..
i want a QUIK BEANIE!!

.:lost inside:. 3:42 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004
these memories haunts me every now and then...i wish...i wish tat i could erase all these away...start a new chapter in my life..rite now as i write tis(listening to THE OC soundtrack-INTO DUST)my mind jus kept on thinking of tings tat i myself cant let go i guess...i missed you...i missed the times...i wished it was longer...i wished you were happy...i wished you've nv let go...my angels must be crying for me...cos my heart is broken up into pieces...
a new life in sispec..surrounded by forest..i could only hear the chirpings of the birds every morning..seeking God every nite..but not hearing fr Him..praying for frens..i reali wish all these will be over soon..anyways here's the song tat is both sad n touching...



Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around broken in two
'Till you eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
'Till my hand shook with the way I fear

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

It was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust

.:lost inside:. 8:42 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

.:lost inside:. 2:33 PM

TOTAL SPENDING FOR THE WEEK

XBOX GAME SPLINTER's CELL PANDORA TOMORROW- $69.90
LEVIS JEANS - $39 (factory rejected cos diff color for the series)
BAG - $26
DA VINCI's CODE(TOPSELLER FICTION BOOK) - $17.95
CAB FARES - ard $30 plus i think(oh man)

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Yet to buy a TEE shirt
Tmr's the last dae of freedom b4 back to tekong SISPEC!wonder wat they do on the first wk..tink they will jus tekan us until we super tireD!got to pack all my army stuff which weigh erm mayb ard 20 plus kg all together..hav to b mentally prepared for tougher training n a deserted place..for all those who duno wat's SISPEC
it is SCH OF INFANTRY SPECIALIST...train pple to b 3rd SERGEANTS..the place tat we stay is surrounded by nothing but forested area..we do not see MAINLAND..it's like a dead town in the aftn n nite...

after edge jeremiah came n fetch my "family" to play pool at CONCOURSE!heh..long time nv plae liao..eversince erm..mayb feb..came home and watch THE OC!finished 5 episodes within 2 daes...

.:lost inside:. 1:05 AM

Friday, June 11, 2004

SISPEC

TEKONG ISLAND

VOCATIONAL= INFANTRY LEADER

.:lost inside:. 11:09 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

went to my platoon chalet...at ard 8pm last nite man!!went there then changed then went to mambo nite wif 3 others...we had fun!!lolx...all the retro music..oh man we were laughing at the dance moves of those 30 plus yrs old pple!haha...anyways it's better than hiphop n RnB man...veri lively...time of relaxation i guess..heh

plaed tennis wif my bro...heh,he tot i was lousy..lolx guess i proved him wrong..haha=)
now i jus found my interest in tennis!mayb saving up to buy a new racket...

tmr's posting..hmm,duno where i wil go..most pro sispec i guess,duno wat's my plan for tmr too,still havent planned yet,gng to get my long wanted levis jeans i hope..or else no time to get liao,one wk's block leave not ENUFFF!!! i wan more man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tmr there's bball, tink i will be gng lar..then mayb supper,hope jeremiah drives us for supper..mayb chompchomp?heh..keep fingers crosseD!!i misseD good FOOD.who got spare money wan to treat!!pls give me a call b4 i go back camp man!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)heh

.:lost inside:. 11:36 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

-BOUGHT-
Xbox Splinter's Cell - $70
Brown Truffle Bag(half the size of actual) - $26

-Yet to Buy-
Levis Jeans
T-shirt(graffti)

Task at the moment-SLACK ard plae xbox or go out window shop or eat...

.:lost inside:. 12:39 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

1ST CLASS PRIVATE NG S T
haha...2 months have passeD!todae marks the dae of my passing out as a private from the rank of recruit!=)let me tell ya guys abt my life for past 2 mths..heh,may sound boring lar..anyways i had to wake up 0515 every morning!!!fall in for breakfast at 0530!hmm..the 1st mth was the most sickening part,was the difficult period of time in my BMT life,both mentally n emotionally...but eD has grew up strongeR!fittER!heh..yeah,to thoose who's abt to enter from the poly batch...hmm,dun bother training now lar..no matter hw u train it wont b like army training yeah=p.oh btw beware of BRAVO,FOXSCOTCH(the most xiong in SCH 1) and JAGUAR platoon 3...happy new yr to u if u go in ar..hehe,im fr HAWK COY!=)it's a gd company i tell ya!stay mentally healthy inside..dun go crazy when u're in army or else end up in IMH..dun injure urself unless u wan to b storeman or clerk or driver...tat's so loser man!be a combat soldier!
so this coming one wk of break..i shall shop n play tennis..heh..those who free n wan to go shop..pls msg me hor!i nv like shopping alone...
yawns..got church tmr..dun whether gng evenning..most pro gng la..since im out..

.:lost inside:. 12:15 AM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

PARADE PARADE PARADE...whole dae parade rehearsal...it's the most boring ting i ever do in army i guess...i mean..personally i hate drills=p

on 31st MAY..which was my burdae...i kana sabo by my platoon!!all hell broke loose man
gOT shaved on one side of my leg..got strippeD...then my platoon mates put DEEP HEAT(you wont wan it to be put on unwanted parts of ur bodies..it's hot it's pain it's a burning sensation!),shaving cream and toothpaste....my body kana CAMO CREAM..it was a memorable experience man...wont forget it man..2 more daes and it's another 2 of my frens' burdae..they prepare to get it liao lar...revENGE!hahhaha

3 more daES to POP!!finally can b called PRIVATE Ng S T
haha..yea..

.:lost inside:. 6:02 PM