Saturday, February 28, 2004

time checkeD - 11.54am
eD woke up at - 11.00am
eD did wat alrdy - glanced thru newspaper only
eD needs to - brush teeth wash face and search for food
eD thinking of - thinking of a smile
eD's plan for the day - buy quilt cover for bed and otak for cousin's potluck party
eD's wish - tat i can go edge but promised my cousin
eD is pissed with - bad dream last nite
eD wonders when can he slp well..heh

-eD listening to CLASS 95 his fav station-

eDge is gng to start in 3 hours time....
.:lost inside:. 11:45 AM

Friday, February 27, 2004
hmm yest was kinda of a "non slack" dae..met brenda and went kite flying yest...wat can i say..i found out new ways of flying a kite??haha..but at least at marina south there's a wide space for you to run and induce wind to the kite..lolx,anyways during the first few tries..they were definitely pathetic man...was so envious of these 4 other pple who simply flew the kite upwards...dun reali noe hw they do it..but later i got to try their kite...after they left of cos..and man their kites were light and easier to fly up...mine was definitely harder to fly up man...anyways yea thanks for the "encouragements" and "motivation" fr brenda..oh she tried flying after i got tireD..heh damn lazy ger lor..dun wan to run..=p..anyways not bad for a first time kite flyer lar..heh.totali sound sarcastic..hahah...anyways spent 2 hours plus i tink...supposed to hav steamboat dinner there..but imm backed out saeing he has to prepare mentally for his olvls results..gosh he's weird huh..nevertheless headed down to soupworks and grace was working..wah she damn slack and she was making sandwiches for herself!!!!!
i had dinner at fish and CO..erm had black pepper stingray..dessert was at crepesNcrEAM...drank cookies and cream milkshake...dumb dumb brenda nv remind me tat i drank tat the last time!!!hmph!
nvm nxt time shall try other stuff,anyways they hav tis ice cream 1 buck take away promotion..think it's not bad tho i nv try b4..yeaps..
as for todae im stuck at home doing nothing..feeling more and more broke each dae..k jus got news tat chris got 13 pts..praise God..my results coming out nxt wk le...hmm..do i feel a thing...havent yet i guess..i hope i can praise God and glorify Him wif my results...anyways yea...one wk's time i tink
tmr's my cousin's housewarming duno wat thing to bring leh...mus get that piakster to decide man,still havent reply me whether he gng..
argh!should i go for a run,im borED..lost abit of interest in my PROJECT GOTHAM RACING 2 on xbox...plaed abit todae,oh did i sae wat i hav for lunch...pig's liver soup and steak(my mum totally have no idea hw to cook steak man!seriously)pathetic..nxt time i shall be the one cooking man~!!ever heard of son teaching mum hw to cook..hahha.i shall b the first one!!!
the weather's getting hotter each dae man!evie if u're reading this...yea drink some tea man!or bitter melon soup...so lessen the anger..heheh,yea those pple out there who doesnt bother to give a reply!you wont wan her cousins to come at you!hahah..opps...take cricket bat and whack you all then you all noe!yea!
lalalalalalal
.:lost inside:. 3:26 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2004
The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes
I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake
(first chorus)
'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can
Lost is how I'm feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside's too
Much to take
That all ends when I'm with you
Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by your side
(repeat first chorus)
(second chorus)
We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love
The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

.:lost inside:. 10:52 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2004
tired man...my whole body aching and whole face and body burning after the intense or will i sae norm sun rays piercing thru' my skin man!went to kayak wif my ODAC frens...woah it's been abt half a yr or more tat we kayaked...super shiok,kayak from pasir ris sea sports club to punggol..and there we were in the middle of a stream facing punggol HDB flats...took us an hour and a half to paddle there man!totali exhausted..capsized within first 30 mins cos i was trying some "edging" row...then my skill rusty liao..then capsize...hahha..my frens did a 5 mins rescue totali slow man..suppose to b a min plus..went edge after that
wah spent alot on cabs tis few daes..anyways i slpt my way thru the journey on the train to kallang mrt to change bus to elim church...changed my wax brand from L'OREAL to GATSBY...hehe..not used to GATSBY's dryness man..too dry like spoil my hair liddat...anyways yea...
life is great for todae...jus found out tat my kite flying wasnt tat lousy todae i saw pple fly also so low...it's not easy to fly man...i shall try flying nxt wk!hahah
tired..lazy to type le...will b back tmr

-eD's piggy sleepy mood-
.:lost inside:. 1:01 AM

Friday, February 20, 2004
Everyone does things with a motive and that motive maybe viewed as cunning or just a proper motive, to achieve the motive one is willing to do all kinds of things, the motive spurs him or her on to go through many obstacles in order to see their motives achieved or accomplished...so can one really trust everyone for their intentions may not be obvious to one's eyes...so who then can be trusted with a pure and contribe heart willing to go the extra mile to see things happen without an ulterior motive..can human really be trusted...since human is affected by his soul,mind and heart...the soul which is the spiritual being may not think the same way as the heart or the mind since what our heart's desire and mind thinks normally overtakes our actions..so man's wickeness cannot be undermined.so who can we trust?if you start to ask this question, you will live in a life full of doubts about your friends and even your closet friends,your family members,your spouses....the feeling will just consume your thoughts and you will just feel like disppearing into somewhere else,maybe the STONE AGE time?

this sounds grooming??haha..i just thought of writing something that cracks people's minds...lolx..anyways yea what you tell someone may not be the same as what you tell another person..this shows hw you manipulate things in your life...anyways i have been taking a break for this whole week..quitted my coffee club job..right now full time slacker and just lazing around..slpt a total of 25 hours within 2 daes..cant believe it myself too,i want to buy some xbox games to spice up my life man!tmr most pro gng to kayak wif my odac frens or else i duno what to do also...supposedly go sentosa wif my region pple..however it seems like not many pple are free..i duno man..jus hard to get pple to give a confirmation of their presence..singaporeans are just too caught up wif their own things..they pay attention more to their own wants..then wat other pple wants..
.:lost inside:. 12:39 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004
You are my treasure-Chris Tomlin

Faithful Lord, fill my cup
With your grace and love, Your grace and love
The pleasures that this world's sure of
Will never be enough, can never be enough
Cause I'm created for You alone
Bought with a price I'm not my own
I'm seated in the heavenlies
And there's no place I'd rather be
Than with You forever Lord
You are my treasure

Faithful Lord, fill my cup
With your grace and love, Your grace and love
The pleasures that this world's sure of
They will never be enough, can never be enough

Cause I'm created for You alone
Bought with a price I'm not my own
I'm seated in the heavenlies
And there's no place I'd rather be
Than with You forever Lord
You are my treasure

I'm created for You alone
Bought with a price I'm not my own
I'm seated in the heavenlies
And there's no place I'd rather be
Than with You forever Lord
than with You forever Lord
than with You forever Lord

.:lost inside:. 10:43 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2004
test
.:lost inside:. 2:22 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2004
woke up at 1130 tis morning!can u believe this..i havent been able to wake up b4 9am everydae..duno how i am gng to survive when i get into army man!i heard they hav to wake up as early as 4 plus am to do PT...oh my gosh...for those who noes my PIGGY CLUB..as the CEO..heh,i hav to restrain myself from slping so much =/

here's a quote from ROMEO AND JULIET

But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she:
Be not her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green
And none but fools do wear it; cast it off.
It is my lady, O, it is my love!
O, that she knew she were!
She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eye discourses; I will answer it.
I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:
Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,
Having some business, do entreat her eyes
To twinkle in their spheres till they return.
What if her eyes were there, they in her head?
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven
Would through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.
See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!
O, that I were a glove upon that hand,
That I might touch that cheek!

.:lost inside:. 1:05 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004
The REASON - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

.:lost inside:. 11:46 PM


"There will be no white flag above my door, I'm in love..always will be" - DIDO

The revolving changes of the world, the political cries of nations, the woes of children and women of this world, the ever mutating of diseases and virus...what has this world morphed or shaped itself into...was reading the news recently..first came MAD COW then now's the BIRD FLU claiming more than a dozen asian lives!Are these signs of the last days one may ask?a generation of chaotic and ruthless culture. one word to describe this world "CRUEL".the erection of the show "AMERICAN IDOL" impacting the old and the young of the nations of SINGAPORE and of course AMERICA..with bruttal critical remarks fr simon cowell,was it really necessary?william hung being a victim of media exploitation and the clown of the century?is this what we are suppose to learn from the programme?if given a chance,i would not want to stay in this world..it's simply juz too sickening,there's more downs than ups in each person's life..

9th feb-lose yourself to the world or conquer it with your dream
.:lost inside:. 12:24 PM