Saturday, January 31, 2004

aimless.goalless.single.available.lost.not penniless though.

.:lost inside:. 1:36 AM

Thursday, January 29, 2004
the heavens are pouring yet again...for the sake of couples who broke up and relationships which juz dun seem rite...wat has love morph itself into?i ask thee this question...there seem no answer to this endless cycle of pain and agony...seek who may thou find peace?i seek thee?earth flooded wif water or shalt i sae tears tat can never be gotten rid of...it will juz come back as a cycle..juz like love...i guess...
.:lost inside:. 1:46 AM


A glooming peace this morning with it brings;
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo

-adopted from shakespearian text-
.:lost inside:. 1:05 AM

Tuesday, January 27, 2004
love is for fools who can't accept total independence
love is for idiots who just keep on trying
love is for loners who aren't trying hard to enjoy...

if all these are true..then i will choose to love then...
woke up at 10 tis morning..plaed Xbox,then went back to nap at 12..cooked maggi mee for lunch at 1..
then slack ard..listen to music..juz found tat i like a certain genre of music...non lyrical music?heh..anyways yea wasnt in the mood of listen to hyped and cheerful song..hmm anyways gng to look for a kite to buy!keep a look out for me!nxt mondae gng to sentosa wif church pple i tink.hope it doesnt rain though...the heavens are crying for who man?!?!?!
irritates me and dampens my mood even more..

.:lost inside:. 4:54 PM

Monday, January 26, 2004
let things go...
been to the aiport twice for the past 24 hours...spent at least 8 hrs there...sent 3 pple off...
wat can i sae..it's always sad to see pple sae goodbyes,it's juz the way of life i guess..as you grow older..u will realise tat frens come and go..til they come back to u..they seem so far!
my mind is in a carcassed mode..only had 4 hours of sleep..im hungry!my bro's aslp..so cant nag at him to cook maggi mee for me..i juz stoning in front of the com..seriously dun feel like dng anything..
=/


.:lost inside:. 12:09 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2004
wat a long dae.
visited my mum's side...by the time i reached home..i was kinda of tired..but stil managed to plae xbox wif my bro=)
then had to go to work..by then it reali was tiring!slept thru my journey on the train man!
oh i actually broke a drinking glass juz nw at coffee club..duno how i carry the tray and the two glasses...only one broke which puzzles me!anyways i didnt hav to pay it..it's common to break glasses fr wat i heard fr my frens there=p

gng to work fr 12-4pm tmr!slpy man...zZZZzzzz


.:lost inside:. 1:16 AM

Friday, January 23, 2004
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don’t let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. now it’s time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you’ve had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. don’t throw your hand. oh, no. don’t throw your hand.
If you feel like you’re alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you’re on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you’ve had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. and everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. so, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. hold on, hold on. hold on, hold on.
.:lost inside:. 11:52 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
todae's packing room packing living room...chinese new year cleaning man.
yest nite went out wif josh after my first dae of work at coffee club raffles city shopping centre.
we went to eat at queentown near church of our saviour,then tokked alot of shit..while waiting for mR D to come pick us up.his driving's not bad man!although he tinks it's veri unsafe..heh,anyways we went MR BEAN's cafe to eat!oh josh had his clam souppy...hahah,can't resist the temptation huh!then we dropped by at D's house..yeapyeap,then home sweet home man!!!!!!!!!!


.:lost inside:. 12:42 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2004
My tan hurts!!!went swimming tat dae..then sat down on those white chairs..heh..was reading my storybook while the sun engulfed me!anyways my back hurts...my face isnt tanned tat much though=)but anyways i wan to plae beach volleyball!!so long nv plae liao...go sentosa!can anyone go wif me!or organise sum outing!my little finger is injured...cannot stress it too much for one wk i tink..heh,tat includes typing?!anyways yea im starting my job at coffee club on tues!muz go visit me to those who reads my bloggy!

God i seek thee, may thy name be so vivid in my life!...=/
.:lost inside:. 10:28 PM

Friday, January 16, 2004
Good morning!
okae..it's one of the latest morning tat i woke up..suppose to wake up at 9 to go swim..but as usual lar..nvm,shall hav my breakfast first then go swim!can't wait to feel the waters!heh..it's been 4 mths?!time flies man..anyways my job at coffee club..hmm the waiting is pissing me off actuali.but i heard i am hired,so i reali wish tat i can start b4 CNY or else i will seriously hate the manager?!heh..coz i will miss a chance to earn big bucks..should hav taken the other jobs as promotor or salesman..=),too badz cant work on weekend!
todae's net will b at my place..then gng to plae bball after tat!woohoo~!
kk time for breakfast!...
.:lost inside:. 10:21 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2004
I am BACK!!!thought i could write a blog or two everydae since im currently not doing anyting..waiting for my job though.yeaps actually i dun mind having sch coz i will juz go there and sit down and listen to the teachers or the lecturers crap thru an hour or 2 each period=)
ohyar so life gets more and more boring each dae...everyone's in sch and poor me got to face the com..read a book..have lunch alone..wat a "loner" life..the saying goes "NO man is an island" i tink i can b an island though,independent of other pple even the closest pple in my life!ooppps...i don't mean that they are unimportant but im saeing i will melt and die when they are not there for me lar..heh(=
btw my goal of reading ROMEO and JULIET novel has not been reached!!onli managed to read bits and pieces here and there though...sigh sigh...right now im reading tis book regarding a killer/rapist/perfume fetished/ hahaha..the author likes to use profanities man..heh.too bad i had to make do wif tis since i cant find the author "MARY ANNE HIGGINS" so yeah...read diff thriller books gives me an idea of how to kill!lolx...

.:lost inside:. 11:15 AM

Wednesday, January 14, 2004
eD enters the world of bloggers again
.:lost inside:. 11:43 AM